Words of Wisdom from Will Smith

A friend of mine sent this to me one morning and it made my day. Since then I watch this anytime that I'm feeling down or just simply condemning myself for not being where it is that I feel I should be at this point in my life. It reminds me of why certain individuals are where they are, and how with the correct work ethic & determination where I can be if I remain focus & driven. Hope you guys take as much away from this as I did.

"He who says he can, and he who says he can't are both usually right" - Confuscious

Rated #1 Themed Nightclub in Times Square at Mars 2112 in New York

Rated #1 Themed Nightclub in Times Square at Mars 2112 in New York

THIS IS ANOTHER PARTY THAT ARE FOR THE ONE'S THAT ARE 21+ AND UNDER

Party in Times Square - 1 block from Ball Drop Zone! at Times Square Center in New York

Party in Times Square - 1 block from Ball Drop Zone! at Times Square Center in New York


I don't know about some of you, but every New Years Eve since I can remember has been relatively the same plan every year. Which is grab a bunch of friends. Ransack someone's home & get shit faced drunk to the point it almost takes 2 days for you to fully recover. As much fun as that has been. I refuse to do the same thing this New Year. So with that said I've done a little party searching. Though it is difficult to find a poppin party in the city (especially in the Times Square area) for under $100 I've come across a few. So if anyone wants to find me & a few of my closest people on New Years Eve. This is more than likely where we will be. With access to Time Square & Open Bar all night you can't go wrong!

Thinking out Loud

Sitting on the bus with my headphones in. Not listening to any music, radio or pod cast. Lost in my thoughts on my way to my work. There was a time not too long ago that I would've been comfortable. Everything seems right decent job, awesome girlfriend, money in my pocket, bills paid...well most of them. Yet I'm not the least bit content with where I'm at right now. Nothing seems to be enough. I used to read & write more. Stopped doing that so much that I catch myself making the simplest grammatical errors. Something's not right. What happened to that hustler mentality that was so attractive to most, even myself. That hunger for wanting more than just enough. I'm losing myself amongst all the distractions. Work, love, life; I need some time for me to just analyze where I want to be, need to be & an outline to get there. I need to have more of a positive reinforcement in my life. That is what I feel that I'm missing the most. The drive to win is still in me. I just need to uncover it, buried amongst all the bullshit. I'm sure making the initial effort to go to church more will make a noticeable difference. I'm 23 years old now & I feel that I should have more of an identity to show for it. This is the time that I should be taking the most chances. Well I'm not going to continue to sit here & condemn myself like the ad says...JUST DO IT

Miss You Already

A love like no other. For the 1st time in my life I've found an unprecedented love. No woman has ever done to me what you seem to do with such ease. I'm addicted to you in every way imaginable. I thank God everyday for putting you in my life. You've become the one area in my life that has no flaws. You make me wake up with a smile & sleep with a grin. It's amazing how you always know just what to do or say in order to keep constant memories of happiness in my head. I've said on more than one occasion that you are the love of my life. You make me a better & happier person with every moment we spend together & I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. In a little more than a week you'll be moving to Georgia to finish up school. I would be insane to not admit how much I'm going to miss you, but it goes without saying that I will always love you & will enjoy every waking moment we spend together.

Out of Sight, Out of Mind!

Sitting here thinking about where I am in my life right now almost brings a tear to an eye. I'm now 22 years old with a bunch of goals but no set plan in order to put them into action. Almost three years ago I participated in a business that I felt whole heartily would bring me into wealth & success during the course of the next 5-10 years. Long story short; that wasn't the case. I ended up the most broke I have ever been in my entire life. Going a whole day sometimes two, on one meal or sharing scraps amongst people that were in my same predicament. A hard lesson learned but a lesson nonetheless. I learned a lot about myself during that time span. I learned that I'm a lot stronger than I give myself credit for. I learned how to educate myself about Leadership, Self-Discipline, & Relationships. Most of all I learned not to lid myself & my potential. Though times were at that moment in my life insanely difficult, I wouldn't have changed it for the world. I believe that your past thoughts & experiences mold you to become what you are today and though it can be confusing at times with what you're trying to do with your life. Eventually if you allow yourself to be open to new opportunities both professional & personal your whole life can change. As did mine, I'm still learning & growing myself & I plan to continue until the day that I die. I know that great things are ahead in my future, even if I may be oblivious to what the future may bring. One thing is for certain is that I'm allowing myself the opportunity in order to face those challenges head on.

With that said thanks for taking the time & viewing some of my thoughts. Feel free to leave any feedback! ;-)

Finally (My 1st Poem)

Against all odds; I keep my head up.
With all the drama and nonsense that is, I'm fed up.
Instead of me succumb to the evils that arise in my life.
I strive to manifest the destiny set upon me by Christ.
For I know not one soul that you have not blessed.
It's simply upon those who regrettably have not seen it yet.
Lord you haven't forgotten about anyone, you never left.
Forgive them father for they haven't seen it yet.
People seem to be so caught up in their own lives, yet you still keep them abreast.
Once again my dear Lord forgive them, for they have not seen it yet.
It took me nineteen years to realize.
Nineteen years to believe.
It was then as well as now that I finally see. Not all are as fortunate as myself to even want to believe.
Your love is everlasting, you're the reason why we breathe.
Finally now I know, you haven't left.
Forgive them Father, for they have not seen it yet.